What the Hell Happened with me?

Hmm, I just got back may e-mail an password of this blog, Suddenly there was a flash memory flied across my mind about anything happened in a couple years ago. There was the time when I studied at the University at Bandung. It feels like that everything just happened about A couple days ago, but then when i look at the date I realized that it was the longest story of my life. There was a crowded mind of anything about Bandung, The easiest and the hardest thing that was suffered me when took study there suddenly showing up more and more. The only word to describe about that feeling, is that I was really "Miss that fucking City so much". Just now I'am thinking about calling back all the connection that I ever had, to cure this suffer. But than I was thinking How weak I am, How lame I'am. About Half Year ago I decided to leave that city and heading to my Home town. That time I was quite sure that I could have better life living in my hometown. Weeks has passed by, Month had passed by, till now I had no idea about what I've done, I have no Idea about what I've decided. Because in the fact, I got nothing here. The yellow bright thing that seems to be like gold before was nothing than a priceless item that could have any shapes or colors. In other hand, I always try to hold my life principle; Whatever I decided were something that should not be regrettable in any ways. Good or bad of my decision is kind of something that aimed to "Leaving the safe zone to get something better".